______Things I'll Never Say______

Friday, November 13, 2009

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I'm tired
I'm angry
I'm frustrated
I'm upset
I'm sad
I'm furious
I'm disappointed
I'm pissed off
This is dedicated to those UNCIVILIZED BARBARIANS
who don't appreciate my interest,my passion:
SCRAM OFF ..AWAY FROM ME
UNCIVILIZED BARBARIANS..

PS: I'll love choir forever!!!Regardless of how good
or bad bad you guys are..
failures are stepping stones to success..
JIA YOU!!
=)

Remembering On|9:23 PM|

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Friday, September 25, 2009

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Hey..Monday will be my last prelim paper

NoT YET the big Os..

My blog is seriously dead right now..

But if i was to be optimistic, this will be good

As I'm able to voice out my opinions openly..

I feel that there's to many things that I

kept to myself and I need to voice them out.

First things first.

(1) I was being told soo many negative things about the behaviour of the choir members.

Choir, if you don't bring yourself to like this CCA, you will find that

you will be in total hell when it comes to choir practise.

Choir is not as boring or as bad as you think it is.

Choir has an incredible, awesome instructor, friends and teachers(sometimes), if you want to enjoy life in choir, stop making things difficult for the committee members, Mr Tham and the teachers.Choir has a lot of potential and make full use of them, don't let it be wasted just like that.Seniors have put in a lot of effort in trying to bring the choir up, don't just destroy them just because of your behaviour..

(2) I know you don't intend to do what what u have done. I have forgiven you but I don't think I can accept you back. I trusted you so much, gave you alot of chances but you did not make full use of them. You took the chances I gave you for granted. You treated me like a puppet like how British use to control Malaya in the past. If I was to continue doing what you want me to do, then I'm being unfair to myself. You basically controlled my life. Once again, I've forgiven you, but I can't accept you back. PS: You know who you are

(3) Studies are killing me. I've basically lost contacts with almost all of my other friends just so that I can concentrate on my studies. I'm so sorry guys. Don't say that I've forgotten all of you. I've not. I'm just busy with my studies. Not to worry, we'll continue to hang out as per normal after my Os alrite.Friends are forever friends, we must never negelct them...COz sometimes,

THEY ARE THE ONES THAT CHEER ME UP =)

To all the Muslims who are reading this blog

Friends, long lost friends, cousins,

whoever that I've met before

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

SALAH SILAP KALAU TERKASAR BAHASA,

ARYANNA MINTA MAAF

Remembering On|4:44 PM|

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

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I SOOOOOO SLEEPY
PISSED OFF
STRESSED OUT
ANNOYED
I FEEL THAT I CAN SLEEP ANYWHERE
RIGHT NOW

Remembering On|4:55 PM|

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Friday, July 31, 2009

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Hey..
It's been a long time since i last posted
Was very very busy since school reopens on July
Have to admit one thing that
I miss going for choir practice
I miss all those vocal warm ups, sectionals
and not forgetting combine with Mr Tham..
Had Social Studies remedial followed by Core History which
ended around 5.15 pm today..
Monday..I have 2 CAs
Physics and Chemistry
Luckly History CA was postponed if not
DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!
Better things to do know so..
BYE YEAH!!

Remembering On|8:44 PM|

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Friday, July 17, 2009

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Hey..Firstly, I want to say that I LOVE , CARE and TREASURE my Grandmum so much..
When i went inside the ICU to visit her, the smile on her face upon seeing me Haven't fade away,
I know that she is happy to see me there, being by her side..
I just want to know that whatever happens, I'll always be there for you
It just teared me up seeing you shed tears
It just made my heart sank seeing you in this condition
I want you to know that I lover no matter what
Ana akan doakan nyai supaya cepat sembuh..
I want to see you active and laughing with us just like the past,
I tried to make you smile
I guess the pain is unbearable right?
I understand..
Your grandchildrens still need you by our side
As you're the one who shower us when we're young
The one who cook for us,
The one who comb our hair for us..
The one who is always there for us..
So you must get well okay..

Remembering On|10:16 PM|

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

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LEE DONG WOOK!!!!

Hey! I turned 16 yesterday and today, I would like to wish Happy Birthday, Selamat Hari jadi to my cousin Hady and my Grandmum..You guys are the best that I could get..Nothing much to blog right now..Lastly, I would like to say THANKS A MILLION to those who wished me yesterday and THANKS A MILLION to 4/5 for singing a b'day song for me..
=) I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Ps: Form now on i will speak proper English not
Singlish untill after the English Oral..

Remembering On|3:35 PM|

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Monday, July 6, 2009

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This is sooo true about me when I read my zodiac:Cancer

"Cancer is the most sensitive and emotional of all the 12 signs. She/He may lead the most exiting or the most terrible life. His/Her success as a person depends on how he’ll/she'll solve the problem of relationship with his/her mother and whether he’ll/she'll become independent from her or not.
A Cancer man may be quiet, peaceful and simple; his/her love is faithful and firm.But Cancer may also be capricious, delicate, complicated and enigmatic.A Cancer woman can also be of two different types: the one who is charming, tender, too timid, a bit cocky with outbursts of childish irritation, and the one who is trying to be the winner and pretending to be on the podium and inaccessible for her admires. The first type may become too submissive, overestimating a man, looking for an ideal father in him, this woman sometimes takes too much care of her children. "

Remembering On|11:04 PM|

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Today, I'm so pissed out about something
And I'm so over the top about another thing..
Firstly, I was entering the lift and this boy just close the lift door
Doesn't he even notice this BIG SIZE me entering the lift??!!
The sentence that I told him was "Can't you see I'm entering?"
In a quiet sarcastic tone..OKay, put that aside
Regarding my upcoming B'dae on the 8th July
I just found out that I'm going to have a celebration at Downtown East Chalet
On the 10 July-12 July
Besst lah..!! That's why i just LURRVVEE my family and relatives a lot..
But, really must rush after school cz lessons end at 5.00pm on friday!!
Sooo gonna watch mid-night movie with beloved cousins on friday!!
Thirdly, to grandmum
You're gonna be fine, just don't think too much yeah..
I LURRVVEE YOU TO THE CORE DEAREST GRANDMUM!!
Lastly,
My heart neary sank yesterday when i found out that Chaq nearly
got eliminated at the contest 'Mentor 3'
And i was jumping for joy at the next moment when the host said that all 3 semi-finalist
Will go to the FINALS!!
I was like YEAAHHH!!!
Chaq can still perform his best for the finals..
Bit dissapointed that cant watch him perform for the finals at the MBSA Shah Alam Stadium
on the 12th July coz, I'll be back from chalet and will confirm be dead beat..

GOOD LUCK YEAH DUDE!!

Remembering On|10:06 PM|

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